Friday, June 26, 2020

4.5yrs

What is mama's favourite thing? 
Apple juice 

What makes mama happy?
Apple juice, and kisses, and chocolate

What makes mama angry? 
When you don't listen 
When you don't keep your toys 

What is your favourite thing? 
Also, I love eyeballs 
Gong gong like to eat eyeballs? Why?
Me: it's tasty
AC: it's not tasty! I don't like eyeballs! 

Who is your best friend?
The mushroom is the best friend (enzer who has a mushroom like hairstyle)

What is your favourite toy?
Blue bendy bus but it is not plastic 
Me: but you don't have it
AC: you need to buy 

What is your favourite toy that you have? 
Eyeballs! Lego eyebaaaaaallls!

What is your favourite food? What do you like to eat?
A good french fries for my tummy not get cough

What is mama's favourite food?
French fries one but it's good for mama's tummy 

What is daddy's favourite food?
French fries but is good for daddy's tummy hahahahaha so funny
Nanny's favourite is the French fries for nanny's tummy hahahahahahhahaa 

How old is AC?
I'm not old! 

How old is mama? 
4 years to go! 

How old is daddy?
4 years to go! HAHAHAHAHAHA 

Who is older? Daddy or mama? 
Daddy!

What do you like to do before sleeping? 
Play! 

What is your favourite song?
'ello how are you? 'ello how are you? 'ello how are you? How are you today?

Monday, June 15, 2020

Goodnight Sweetheart

So tonight, I was patting the little one to sleep, as I always do (or nanny does if I'm busy/sick). We have a cute little routine, which started from one of the books we read at night (Goodnight Moon) where we touch noses. 

Nose to nose. And we boop our noses together.
Cheek to cheek. 
Ear to ear. 
Chin to chin.
Forehead to forehead.
Long hair to short hair.
Nose hole to nose hole. 
And whatever funny combination we can think of. 

After the giggling and laughing, I patted his bum as he settled down. His eyes were getting heavy and his breathing getting steadier. He looked at me through his sleepy eyes and shot me a sweet smile, before closing his eyes and falling asleep. *LOVE* 

These are moments I treasure so much, cos I know that there will be a time when he won't want me to pat him to sleep at night. 

Monday, June 8, 2020

Back To Work

So Singapore has exited the circuit breaker and we are now in Phase 1 of the post circuit breaker whachamacallit. My workplace has implemented working on split teams so one week at home, one week in office so i'm back in the office this week. 

And it's disgusting. 

After more than 2 months of being away, I kinda expected some dust on the surfaces but when I stepped in today - my office chair had MOLD. Icky, possibly asthma inducing, mold. 

Yuck. 

Anyway some thoughts being back :

1. It's disgusting - my office furniture is all moldy
2. I was on MC when the circuit breaker came into effect, so I didn't get to clean up my desk. Coming back to it was so strange, like time stopped and you're looking at how life used to be before a disaster
3. Social distancing among colleagues is hard. Got to remember to keep 1m apart when walking to canteen etc
4. The toilet is so far away (compared to my tiny home where everything is within 5 steps)

But I really shouldn't complain. Today I took the bus and I'm thankful that the (private) bus services had resumed, even though there were significantly less passengers (6 compared to a full bus of 40) on the route today. 

And I still have a job. 

Saturday, June 6, 2020

Nighttime Conversation

Me: What is AC good points? 
AC: I play with mama. I can poopoo and wash hands. I wipe my bum bum. And also there is eyeballs. 
Me: Are you nice? Is AC nice? 
AC: Yes yes yes yes yes. Yes no yes.
Me: What else is AC good at? 
AC: Playing with nobody. Play by the self. That good point. 
Me: What else? 
AC: I'm sitting on mama's pillow. And then there is sharp thing that is not so sharp. 
Me: What else is AC good? 
AC: There is weewee on the poopoo and then it melted the poopoo. 
Me: What else? 
AC: AC is good at playing and lying on mama's pillow. Got virus.

Thursday, May 28, 2020

Remembering part2

Today, a moth flew into our home and fluttered its way around our living room and into the hallway where the bedrooms were. 

Am I reading too much into things? 

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My heart hurts and aches. I've loved you since the moment I knew about you, and I've never stopped loving you since. 

Remembering Orb

Today we lit a candle. 

Put up a photo where we were at the beach. 

A piece of candy, a toy excavator. 

And we said a little prayer. 

I miss you, Orb. Every day. 

Saturday, May 16, 2020

The Covid-19 Pandemic

It's been about 6 or 7 weeks of working from home, and I thought I'd post something here just to remind myself of this really interesting time in history. 

A global pandemic, Covid-19, has brought the world to a standstill. +3 and I have been very lucky that we still have our jobs, unlike so many others who have either been laid off or had to take pay cuts. 

We are also lucky that our jobs allow us to work from home. For the last month, I've been giving my classes and briefings online, to the point +3 says he could probably do my briefings too since he'd heard me repeat myself so many times. Hehe. 

My nanny has stayed with us, and she has been such a big help taking care of AC and cooking meals for when we have been too busy to do so. I'm thankful that my parents were understanding and let her stay with us, and they managed everything at home themselves. I tried to ease ma's load by ordering tingkat delivery meals for lunch and dinner so she doesn't have to cook or wash up (too much). They say the meals are tasty and finish up all the dishes mealtime. 

My favourite discovery this circuit breaker period (food wise):

- Wang's curry paste. Makes really yummy curry chicken and this is definitely gonna be a staple in our home! 
- CP chicken gyoza. So easy to heat up, so tasty. Another staple to be. 

- Arcade fish soup delivery. This was a recommendation from our neighbour and it is so yum. So yum. And not too pricey too. Just gotta pay for delivery fee. I wonder if they will continue with delivery services next time. Ordered this for the oldies once and papa gave it 2 thumbs up.
- Burning Oak - they sell smoked beef rice bowls and omg it's so good. You really can taste the smokiness. 
- Woon Woon white beehoon from Changi village. Another yummy dish (seafood soup with beehoon) where you can really taste the wokhei. Ordered for the oldies and they really enjoyed it too. 
- Windowsill Pies. We managed to get these as part of a group buy from the estate. Awesome to have foodie neighbours. The pies are so good. My fav is the pecan pie. +3 likes their apple pie. 

Some other things we got as part of group buys - carrot cake, rojak, chicken pie, curry puff, soju (remind me not to order alcohol again). 

We really can't complain. I've enjoyed spending time with +3 and AC, playing and just being silly together. I'm glad he isn't in school yet, so we don't really have to worry too much about his academics for now. Play boosts a child's development, so yay to us! 

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Time flies and soon the circuit breaker will be over. We are looking tentatively at 2 June but of course we have to wait for the official announcement and all that. 

The majority of cases have been foreign workers in dorms, and I hope that after this, tangible changes will be made to ensure a better quality of living for them. 

Also, really really appreciate all the people who have been keeping this country running - delivery men and women, healthcare staff, cleaners. Everyone has played such an important role. 

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Hope the situation stabilises but I don't think that we will be traveling much any time soon. Let's keep staying safe and healthy.