The Many Ways To End The Pain

It's a level 4 sucky day today. Last week I didn't mind getting hit by a car, on Sunday I wanted to stab myself in the heart, and the crazy death thought for today is slitting my wrists.

It's very scary how much we know about how to kill oneself. Not that I would do it, of course, but the thoughts that flit through my head can be quite.. disturbing.

.. I'd write more about the dos and don'ts of proper wrist slitting, but really, there is no reason for one to ever kill oneself. So no, am not going to put anything up in this space, lest I become and unwitting accomplice to someone else who is having the same crazy thought.

It's not worth it.