xiao long pao ah, char siew ah).
Of course, I know my struggle stems from knowing and enjoying my past lifestyle, and discipline has never been one of my fortes. However, ever so often a little voice whispers in ear and encourages me to just take that sip and enjoy the moment. Damn you, Satan! Oh hang on,
you're already damned. Lol.
I thought it'd get easier adjusting to a new lifestyle as time passes, and it does to some extent. But sometimes, just sometimes, you hanker for the good old days.
Need to stop thinking about it!